back rows and radio fire
you are the one.
you'll never be alone again
if only you knew
keep waiting, i'll be there soon.
and we'll both see.
how this was meant to be.
i need you more than anything
if only you needed me.
take me away to him.
make me feel like home.
i need something more than this ever gave.
keep me into your soul
lock me up in your heart
why don't you understand?
please don't change.
please don't wait.
keep this connection connected.
conversations got me here
literally.
another night alone in the "city?"
ha right.
staying up all night trying to figure out what you meant.
i think i'm looking too far into it.
either way, got me confused.
that conversation is still flashing through my mind.
i always wondered what it would be like if we did all this shit.
i think it would be fun.
and i'd love to see how this morning would have turned out.
so make my bed my grave and shovel dirt onto my sheets.
can i scream?
we lack the motion to move to the new beat.
whoo.
your smile makes everything better.
it makes me melt.
my day is so much better when i spend it with you.
we seem to have fun, even if T really gets irritated with our "fighting"
i'm so glad that we've bonded like we have and are constantly making each other smile.
you also give the best hugs.
i look forward to every day i get to see you.
boy, i've got you under my skin.
the hardest part of holding on is letting it go
so goodbye for now.
gotta admit, didn't think this would happen to me.
started crying the moment that door shut.
your eyes are still burning in my mind.
yea..you know who you are now.
gotta say, i was crushed that you didn't write more.
but i guess i'm the over emotional type.
but it kinda hit me like a truck going at top speed into a brick wall.
i'm so sick of this heartbreak.
now you know who i really am.
it's a strange way of saying...
"i know i'm supposed to love you"
i want this so badly.
and it's so strange.
not even i can comprehend it.
take me away to the place where i know i'll belong.
and take me to the place where he is.
simply for the fact that i somehow believe
that he is the one for me.
honestly, i cannot tell you how.
but it's some gut feeling.
where i think it was meant to be.
he's says "if you're not too long, i'll wait for you the rest of my life"
this is what i always wanted
hopefully only a year of waiting...
hopefully this really will happen.
or maybe i'm just going completely insane....
best friends, better off as lovers, but not the other way around
so weird.
that every time i'm around you, i get like this.
no one but you.
and none of this make sense whatsoever.
i honestly don't understand it at all.
you do something to me no one else can do.
how badly i want to touch those lips with mine.
and how i yearn to hold your hand
and pull you close to me.
and how i get so jealous when you talk to them.
fuck i hate this.
i don't want this feeling to go away....