keep your head held high while you're drowning
you still are in my mind.
get out.
i don't want you there anymore.
replace you with him.
i might still have a chance.
my back is breaking.
that's quite alright.
keep me in the back of your mind, sweetie.
i'll be back here for you later.
i hope to hell that's worth it.
love is a perfect murder
i haven't felt this alive since who knows when.
thank you Alex.
thank you Danny.
you both are fucking amazing.
last night had been by far the best thing that's ever happened to me this year.
i've never had as much fun before.
just loud music
and crazy ass scene boys everywhere.
being insane.
so glad to have met you both.
words can't describe how happy i am now.
cloud nine and beyond.
i cried out to no reply
well, that mylo didn't work too well
so got a bright green cybershot instead.
it's ace.
tonight was somewhat fun.
part of it at least.
i need something to rid this back pain.
like a spine removal.
he smile still makes me melt.
he scent is intoxicating.
everything about him...it becomes unbearable.
and i'm still waiting for you
got myself a mylo.
it's really fun actually.
but i keep thinking of how much fun we'd be having.
if only he was here.
or if i was there.
images of us keep running through my mind.
i just need him right now.
if only if only.
please keep waiting for me...
please...
back rows and radio fire
you are the one.
you'll never be alone again
if only you knew
keep waiting, i'll be there soon.
and we'll both see.
how this was meant to be.
i need you more than anything
if only you needed me.
take me away to him.
make me feel like home.
i need something more than this ever gave.
keep me into your soul
lock me up in your heart
why don't you understand?
please don't change.
please don't wait.
keep this connection connected.
conversations got me here
literally.
another night alone in the "city?"
ha right.
staying up all night trying to figure out what you meant.
i think i'm looking too far into it.
either way, got me confused.
that conversation is still flashing through my mind.
i always wondered what it would be like if we did all this shit.
i think it would be fun.
and i'd love to see how this morning would have turned out.
so make my bed my grave and shovel dirt onto my sheets.